Crossing the Line: Infidelity
“It just happened.”
“Over the years, I’ve talked with many men and women who have been involved in affairs. One of the most salutary things is to realize that with many of them, they didn’t intend to be unfaithful to their partners. They sometimes blurt out, “It just happened.” They will normally go on to talk about some innocent event in which they were involved (often a genuine desire to help the other person in some way), and then go on to say, “It suddenly got out of hand.”
When is the battle won or lost in an affair? Is it decided at the bedroom door? No. The battle is so often decided when somebody smiles at you across a room and you have ten seconds to decide whether you will walk those twenty feet or keep talking to the boring colleague next to you. There is, in so many affairs, a line that has to be crossed. The tragedy is that so often it is drawn very near the beginning of the relationship, but once it is crossed, it is hard to go back.
I spoke recently with a man who was in the middle of an affair. He’d lost just about everything. He said: “Rob, she offered me a lift. The second I got in that car, it was as if it was all decided.”
Next Monday morning, in a town near you, a boss will ring his secretary and invite her to lunch. It will be an ‘innocent’ business lunch. And they’ll meet the Friday after that, and the week after, too. After a while, the lunches will get longer, but he’ll say, “It’s OK, we can make the time up – I’m enjoying talking to you.” And soon they’ll begin to enact a tired old soap opera; with lines so corny you would hardly believe them. He’ll say something like, “You know, my wife doesn’t really understand me.” And she’ll reply, “I think I understand you.” Or she’ll say, “Peter never notices what I wear – he wouldn’t notice if I came out naked.” “I notice what you wear,” he’ll say. “That’s new, isn’t it?” And the following Friday, they’ll sleep together.
When was that battle lost? It was decided in the ten seconds after the thought crossed his mind to invite her to lunch. There was a short time when his hand hovered over that phone – he knew where it could lead, and it would have been easy to have backed off then. And for her, it was decided in the ten seconds after the invitation when she had to make up her mind. By the first lunch, they had crossed the line. It wasn’t so much that they were looking for the affair, but the affair had found them.
“It is sobering to consider the pain that could be saved – by husbands, wives, friends, and little children – in those ten seconds. You can ignore the ten-second rule and still pull back, but it’s harder. In truth, the tiger is picking up speed – and you’re on its back.”
It is sobering to consider the pain that could be saved – by husbands, wives, friends, and little children – in those ten seconds. You can ignore the ten-second rule and still pull back, but it’s harder. In truth, the tiger is picking up speed – and you’re on its back.
I remember talking to a man who was about to leave his wife and two small children for a woman he’d become attracted to at work. He didn’t really want to see me but some friends and his wife had asked that he give his marriage this one last shot. It was apparent that he really didn’t want to be there; his mind was made up.
I told him I wouldn’t keep him long – just five minutes. I said, “I know you’re in no mood to listen to my advice right now, so I won’t give it. But I see more affairs in a week than many people observe in a lifetime and I want to take a moment to tell you how the next two years are likely to pan out for you.”
I said that over the next six months he would experience incredible sex, fascinating conversation and at times he might say, “I feel as if I’m alive for the first time in my life.” This situation may last for a year or so, but shortly afterwards, as they lie in bed one night, one of them will say, “No, not tonight,” or “Did you put the rubbish out?” In other words, this exciting, passion-filled relationship will begin to settle down to normal.
Weekends and Christmas
And then, I told him, “You’ll begin to forget what your children look like when they first wake up in the morning. I know you’ll still see them on weekends and at Christmas, but you’ll begin to grieve that you are missing their childhood. Many fathers have that situation imposed on them, but you will have chosen it.
“he never did leave his family. He and his wife have rediscovered a relationship they both thought was gone forever and two kids have still got a father.”
“And then a very strange thing may occur; it’s not impossible that you’ll begin to think about the wife you have left. The things that annoy you so much now will not seem such a big deal then and you may begin to appreciate qualities in her that mean little to you now. And, at that moment, you may just gaze across the bed and the woman who has captivated you will not seem like the person she is to you today.”
He didn’t say much, just, “Thank you.” But he never did leave his family. He and his wife have rediscovered a relationship they both thought was gone forever and two kids have still got a father.”
Ron is the president of Care for the Family, a ministry to families.
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