WISDOM

04/24/2018

My husband Larry’s best friend Jim has Stage 4 lung cancer and is under Hospice care.  After visiting Jim yesterday, Larry wrote him the following note.

Dear Jim:

Before I came to visit you, I read an article by Colleen Arnold, MD, entitled Living with the Dying. Dr. Arnold gave me advice on how to walk this journey with you.  She wrote, “Let [the patient] lead the conversation and resist the urge to steer it to happier topics. Do not insist that [he] keep fighting. That can make a patient feel like a failure, or that [he] has let you down.”

I thought, “Ok, I got it!”

Then I came to visit you. And what did I do, but stress my own agenda which was: 

(1) I want you to live,

(2) I want us to be like we used to be—before cancer changed it all,

(3) I don’t want you to die, and

(4) I love you. 

So pushing my agenda, I urged you to set some walking goals and to push yourself.

You pushed back saying, “You don’t understand.”

Then after a few gulps, I changed the subject, and tried to steer the conversation to more positive topics. 

Now, here’s what I wish I would have said: “Jim, I want to understand.  Help me understand what you are thinking and feeling.  In the future I will try to be more sensitive to your agenda, your feelings and thoughts.  I want to walk this journey with you.”

Love,

Larry

Readers, here is what our experience with our friend Jim has taught us about being a friend to someone with a terminal illness: Try to remember to not lead with your agenda. Instead, listen to your friend’s thoughts and feelings, and be realistic in your expectations.

 

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